Before I Lost You

From International Bestselling Author Shae Ruby comes a brand new angsty and emotional gay romance with a second chance written in the stars.

Some love stories rewrite time just to be told.

Conrad Moore spent six months falling in love with Kenneth Dunn—the kind of love that rewires your bones, that makes everything before it feel like waiting. But on the night he finally says forever, a car crash takes it all away.

And then… he wakes up.

Six months in the past.

In a hospital bed.

With memories no one else believes ever happened.

Kenneth doesn’t know him, the life they shared never existed, and Conrad is left holding nothing but a heartbeat full of grief and a name he refuses to forget. Now he has one impossible chance to find Kenneth again. To change the way they meet, the way they love, the way it ends. To do everything differently—and still find his way back.

But fate isn’t so easily rewritten.

And loving someone a second time doesn’t make losing them hurt any less.

A deeply emotional, intensely romantic queer love story about second chances, soul-deep connection, and the kind of love that refuses to die. Heartbreaking, healing, and unforgettable—with spice and tears to match.